Why do I do this again?

My saddle doesn't fit my horse.
$700 on Gill.
My horses are growing and need free choice hay.
$300 on Gill.
They still won't keep weight on. 20 lbs of hard feed a day.
$500 on Gill.
I don't have anywhere to ride them. Build an arena.
$200 on Gill.
I still don't have anywhere to ride them. Its icy.
$1700 on Gill.
Gosh Gas is Expensive:
$200 on Gill.

Hmm- that makes. $3600

No wonder i look like a freaking grub. Hahah.